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touched i cant forget those times wen evrything was fine... i didnt' have to worry bout nething... but its all changed now... Every lil thing makes evry1 worried. every person cares too mch or too lil. we use to not care bout our clothes, hairstyle, eyes, or other stuff... But its all changed now... we are constantly critized because of our clothes for example, sum person's clothes looking slutty or somehting... their face looking bad... attitude beig bitchy.. u no what i mean...old best friends are gone... they desert u and moves on thnking that ur not good enuff for them or they jst dont like u.... how gay... evry thing is so different now... i remember the time i was wit my grandma prancing around my neighborhood going out buying food and toys... but now all i do is stay home or go to skool. Im not evn allowed to leav ethe house wit my grandma often let alone go by mself... I liked it bak then wen all i had to thnk bout is having fun, not work, skool, and evrything... i loved it bak then...
I regret not asking that one gurl out... she came and gone out of my life so quickly... from seventh grade to this year... i liked her so mch... cept... i no she didnt... still i stuck by her... going out wit her all the time... having so mch fun around her... smiling so mch... >< so gay lol neawys because i didn't ask her out, i lost my chance cause she was taken fo like 7 times... im a fucking coward -.- y i gotta b so dumb? i had to be so stupid and not ask... (btw u guys dont no her so dont ask -.-)i knew i was gonna regret it...
Present
Not mch happening today... jst had to wake up at 9 to go get flowers at serramonte O_O wit parents dont ask... den i gotta go shopping for new shoes as my christmas gift (yay!) i got new $30 Air Forces Lockdown that were like 50% off! i was hella lucky! and got a new red sweater for the holidays nd all. Btw i was gonna get u a hood shirley but i didn't have time :( sry ill get u one nxt time or give u the money. Nxt i got to go eat and meet wit my computer frnd/adult who is hella tite. He gave me GUILD WARS! omfg! finally got a online computer game i can play lol. Nxt i came bak home and finished my applications and all so i wouldn't have to worry 2nite. Had to do sum chores and got to watch sum anime. My ssat scores came bak i got a 56% for average!!! lol i didn't relli try but o well. Stupid parents lectured me and now i have to study on tuesday, wednesday , thursday, and friday for half days. Its not that bad. owell. gives me sum time off the computer. Called shirley but no.... u ahd to like go away the whole time... at least i got to talk to elmer :) we had a good tlk bout some "stuff" bout shirley. Now im typing out my lowell essays and thatd b for the nite
Future
gotta wake up early 2m to go turn in the lowell application and SFUSD application... -.- i hate waking up early! nxt i gotta go get my glasses whihc is FINALLY fixed!!!!!! yay!!!! :D den probably come home for a jog and get a burrito not mch planned for 2m... O YEA SHIRLEY! U GOTTA MAKE A NEW DATE TO WATCH EARGON/HAPPY FEET! or ill ship ur.... **** to AFGANISTAN! god shirely u and joanna gotta go on aim more... i hav like NO ONE to tlk to -.-
December 24 2006, 03:23:13 UTC 5 years ago
LOL WHATD YOU &ELMER TALK BEHIND MY BACK ABOUT HEH ?!!!!!!!!!
;] i gotta change a date ? hrms ... maybe Jan7 my birthday ? lol(x iono .
December 24 2006, 07:22:48 UTC 5 years ago
hmm
hmph wen i go on YOU guys arent on! >< and then wen u guys go on im not on or away or invis adn u dont even try ><